The two lovers

She's perfect Not in beauty but maybe in mind The perfect maiden for your life She pleases your family Her child loves you so dear You two join in my dreams Your budding ties A love bloom She must give you the love you need She has age on me Not so messy Everything I wasn't she is What a blessing I should say I'm glad your happy I'm not Your love tortures me and our unborn child It makes my heart sick And my mind mad My soul still yearns for your touch My body still craves yours I hate your existence I would give anything to rid my mind of the memories. I am forced to watch, to dream, to know that I have lost you