Been feeling a little down lately. I don't know why but I do.  I've been really tired lately and I had a bad headache the other day.  I think I just need time to relax and sometime by myself. I'm sure Alena has been exhausting me. I have almost no energy to keep up with a toddler.  Yesterday I had friends over to keep me company. My friend Jazmine didn't come over cause she wanted to bring her boyfriend, and I didn't want him to come over. I just want to hang out with her. Not her and her boyfriend.   It sucks she didn't come but I wasn't expecting her to.  I had fun with the people who did come. We played cards watched movies and talked.  Alena loved it. So many people to give her attention.  Alena is usually awesome around a lot of people. I had an interview at a Vet hospital. It was fun. I enjoyed it I just hope that I can get the job. It's only $9 an hour but it's something.  It'll get me closer to my job career so I'm not complaining. I find out later this week if I'll get the job. It's close too,  it's only 7 mins from my house on the bus. All I need to figure out is where Alena is going to go.  I'll be praying for a close and good daycare. Fingers crossed.