Lots of rants by a young mom. You might find good advice or you might find out your life is not so bad.
Monday, January 5, 2015
It's too Damn Early.
I'm at work. As an overview I work at Starbucks. I currently hate working here. Moving on..... My daughter is with my friend. I have a love/hate relationship with my friends. Like with this one she relay's her sex life to me and desperately wants to be pregnant. In my opinion I don't know why she wants to get pregnant do you see the struggle I have. You live with your mom, the guy you fuck isn't your boyfriend and has no interest in taking it any farther than fuck buddy, but she wants to desperately get pregnant by him. Love in its craziest form. Sometimes I seriously want to choke her. I'm sure it has to do with the fact that she feels like can't get pregnant but your 22 live your life then have a kid. Be selfish for a few more years until your tired of spoiling yourself. That's just me though. Anyway She dropped me off 2 hours early which I'm not mad about because one it's harder for me to be late to work, two its cold as fuck and I'm glad I don't have to take the bus with my one year old daughter, and three I get to do this. On the down side I barely slept thinking about my most recent ex, and his current crush. ( Omg our story is on a whole new level I'll get to that point later.) Plus I'm expecting (baby number two) and my belly is getting bigger and its getting uncomfortable to sleep ( I didn't have this problem with my first *sigh*). I also talked to my baby's dad (Unfortunately I have two baby fathers.... shit happens) about random shit cause he's like my therapist until 11pm. So I'm tired as hell. Anyway more stories to come. Later for Now. <3
Labels:
babies,
Ej,
ex-boyfriend,
friendship,
G,
pregnancy
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