They come and go

Ugh so I spent too much money on non-important stuff so I probably won't be able to take my daughter shopping. Fuck. I'm really dissapointed in myself. I was really desperate and i spent to much. No i wasn't gambling. I have to make it up to her. I still have to pay bills though and since I won't be getting paid till next week. I have to make it last. Welcome to adulthood. Making stupid mistakes. My friend Jazmine who's not my friend anymore, pretty much told me off. She's pissed off about her relationship, and I was trying to help her by telling her to leave him. She said she's falling out of love with him. Most of the time I just don't try to give her any advice. I tried to this time and it was the worst thing ever. She's very quick to get rid of friends who she feels had done her wrong.  I told her that she needs to take a break from him. Like there's nothing more painful then being with someone who doesnt love you anymore but still tries to be with you. I told her to give him space. She got pissed like where is he going to go (As though she hasn't kicked him out because she's pissed at him) I told her he would figure it out because he usually finds a way to get what he needs. Hey I'm trying to look out for her. I told her that their relationship is similar to mine and Ej. It really is they just have been together longer and although he hasn't slept with anyone he's flirted with other girls and according to jazmine has done a lot more things that she just hasn't told me about. Ej and Jazmine are very similar. They both hold on to things, don't forgive easily, have trust issues, and are very sensitive. They both are controlling and know how to make their significant other feel like shit. Jazmine has took a turn not for the best. She started smoking cigs, smoking pot, stopped going to school, and drinks a lot, she told me because ellis stresses her out a lot. She complains how he never helps with bills. She said I'm a horrible friend, and I don't answer her calls. Said I've always been a bad friend but thought it was just because she's so pissed at ellis that she thought she saw bad shit in everyone. I don't answer her calls cause I hate talking on the phone, she seriously calls me like 5 times a day. While I'm at work, and several times after that. Its annoying. Ive invited her over and she was suppose to come over this past weekend but I didnt get a phone call from her, but she said she called but I got nothing so she said she went home. She shouldve just texted me. She got mad when I told her that our relationships where similar and said that Ej always kept me out of the loop on his feelings and that she tells him how she feels. I don't know if thats true or not but I told her that Ellis doesnt always tell her stuff because Ellis has told Ej some stuff that he probably didn't tell her. That instantly pissed her off and told me I shouldnt say stuff like that and told me to stay out of her life. Honestly She doesn't tell me what Ej says about me. Like she's told me things he said months ago now and I know there's other things she hasn't told me. She also tells Ej what I say to her. Like everything I say to her she tells him so I stoped telling her stuff. So she goes on a rampage on how I'm always losing people, and I'm ungrateful and selfish and how I always ask for stuff and I how she doesn't ever ask anything from me. I don't always ask for things. She is usually the last person I ask for things , I've asked for diapers and a ride home and help getting food. I try to invite her over to hang out and I listen to her when I do talk to her. I havent wanted to hang out anyone since me and Ej and I havent been wanting to talk to anyone. She knows that. Its been nothing personal. Honestly she's been annoying me since I've been pregnant and so I'm sure any attitude mostly hormones. I'm not upset she's done this before and honestly it wasn't easy keeping her as a friend I felt like I was walking on eggshells with her feelings. I hate when I have to be careful around what I say around my friends. Its exhausting because you have to pick your words carefully so you don't piss them off. I'll get better friends. I havent had a good friend in awhile that I've had a good connection with. I appreciate what people do for me but I'm not in the best position to offer anything other than my company. I'm not good at expressing my feelings eithier but I try. I'm just going to let her go. I don't need any extr stess on me and my babies.