Swear getting over EJ is so hard. I dream about him every night in some way. Last night I was going on a trip to Japan. I was walking in the woods to a cabin maybe to meet some people EJ was there in the woods with a few girls but he was ignoring me. Then I got to the airport and boarded my plane and he called me. I don't remember what he said but he seemed worried. I was a little cold to him and he's like are you really going to act like this. I paused and I told him that I love him. That I love him so much. He said some other stuff I can't remember but then the plane was ready to take off and he told me to be careful and I told him I had to go and I'd call him when I got there. He was there in my dream almost like he was in the background. This dream was more vivid than usual. The trip to Japan seemed like fun. I only got so far in the dream but I did get so far as to being in a Japanese store. I never seem to fully escape from him. My friends think I should talk to a therapist. Maybe I'm going crazy. I don't know. I just want it to stop. I don't want to think about him. I want to forget the memories. I want to move on. Like he did. He moved on so fast. I know that he's happy with her too. Everything is going good in my life except this. It makes it hard to be happy.
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